insecurities ….. Everywhere

  1. I am a bit insecure about my voice. Sometimes, I feel I sound squeaky. I think people don’t take me seriously.
  2. Sometimes, I fear that I might end up being a lower-middle-class man who has to think 5 times before buying even bare necessary items.
  3. I wish I could travel to the top of the Himalayas and leave everything behind just for a few weeks. Just me. Only me. Nothing else. Turns out, it costs 25,000 per head😑.
Life. Now!
  1. I wish women didn’t choose their life partner based on financial health or the type of job of men. It hurts to see that you are being judged as an ATM and not a person.
  2. I wish girls had less affinity towards 6 pack abs. How would one feel if I judged her based on her headlight and bumper?
  1. 5'7. That’s my height. I don’t think it affects anything. But, ya, maybe 5'10 would have been satisfying.
  2. I have won several events, scored top marks multiple times, proved my worth as an engineer in organizations, but the very idea of sitting in interviews still haunts me but heart petrifying fear.
  3. I wish I had someone whom I could tell anything without a second thought. Adults are complicated, they need people, medium posts doesn’t work all the time.
  4. I regret that my parents are wasting their precious money on the bullshit education I am receiving.
  5. Yes, my hairline is receding, but don’t you dare make fun of that.😂
  6. I am not at all consistent at anything. And it hurts me.
Plz, don't think of me. I am a very shy animal!




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